Remember me
Dismember me
A carbon copy
Built on disbelief
I've lost my way
Giving in to sympathy
And in left standing in the midst of all the disarray
It's complicated, disassemble all the broken parts, what's left of me
Take what the fuck you need from me
In between I suffocate on myself
I fail to reciprocate our love the way that it felt
I'm not as broken as I make my spirit out to be
I detoxed from the medication, I learned to love the bad parts of me
Cause I'm all I had I left
Til I found heart that's big enough to fix my head
It brought me back from the dead
From my bitter end
Don't waste your lungs
I've already head enough
You already came for blood
And got what wanted from me
I was only picture perfect from our friends behind the scenes
But you never wanted me
No, you never needed me
Coward, selfish, inbetween
Sorry fuck up, sour, selfish, inbetween
Beyond the means
Along the way, it bludgeoned me
I'm a coward, but you're a wretched baby Looking for the easy road to self control
And I may be irresponsible
But I'm about to show my teeth
Ill keep you safe from the sharks if it means the end of me
I'm growing old
I feel it all over my bones
I'd sleep it off if could tell the ghosts
To leave me alone
I’d sleep it off, if I could tell these ghosts to leave me alone
I wish they'd leave me alone
I'm not as sick as I was
But I'm still sick, I'm so fucking sick in my blood
I'm still sick in my blood
I'm still sick in my blood
Blood
credits
from Alaska: Volume One,
released February 16, 2015
Excerpt from ALMOST FAMOUS [Film, 2000]
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